Terang di malam

Dingin angin menusuk
Enggan untuk melangkah lebih jauh
Membeku kaki mambatu
Hanya nyala dihati menahanku berdiri

Berdenting suara hati memanggilmu
Tengadah ke langit jauh mata mencari Terangmu
Diantara taburan bintang satu paling gemerlap cemerlang
Bening tenang menghalau gelisahku
Selalu jadi mimpi paling indah malam malamku

Diiringi desiran angin
Menggigil
Menitik air mataku
Mendesah nafasku
kini merindu
Untuk mencapaimu

Fitri Kembali

Hari hari perlawanan besar terlewati sudah
Puji pujian melesat tinggi menerobos langit demi langit
Mengangkat beban yang menghimpit dada Membuang jauh
Musnah
Ringan alunan nafas kini nikmatkan kehidupan
Jernih mata menerawang zaman
Menuntun kaki menorehkan tekad baru

Sesingkat kilat uluran sapamu hiaskan jiwa
Terjalin indah mewarnai bathinku
Tersimpan kekal selamanya
jadi api kekuatan baru hidupku

The public figure

The sun is bright and pretty hot out there. The traffic is jammed and happened to be like common rites in the city for every one. None is eye catching out of the window in this queue but all of sudden my eyes spotted election's candidate with confidence smile, truely from the bottom of my heart it is a nice picture but will he become a picture of truth? If I met him may be he will flood me with promises to care of people, to empower them etc. Every good deed that the people may expect from him. The fact is that it will cause nuissance in my head because we know on the other hand, in the news from every media telling the story about their in power colleagues which have been stainning the democracy with betrayal to their voter's hope, what a shame or frankly speaking what a disgusting attitude. "Power tend to corrupt" a famous academic saying that we see is true in daily life. People have to live with that irrespective of their dream to live in better future. Human culture already aged thousands year yet this social disease is still uncured or is it a curse? My answer is "No it is not", what is yours?

Accomodation

It is always a pleasant experience when it happened to be in unfamiliar place and somebody is waiting to welcome us soon we arrived there. It is convenient to sit at the rear seat and fascinated with side street views. It is usefull to check the itinerary before taking a nap a bit but I remind myself before doing that I must talk to the driver not to turn the stereo on because most of the time it is only annoying instead of entertaining. Arrive at the hotel's main door they will give me a nice smile and few steps further a welcome drink will immediately refresh my mind. There are more other assistances that will escort me to the room. Impression of a pleasant smell, look that things are clean and in properly manner, all of this make me feel at home and it is what the hotel must do for their guest, isn’t it? I need to watch the TV but I remember that I should take warm bath first, wonder to know why?
Because it will need only few seconds after I turn the TV on and I may watch miseries a human being might have. It will make all of enjoyable moments I had before will vanish. To mention a few I can say it is flood, house on fire, forest on fire, robbery, people killing each other in war and so on. There is something that disturbed me, we see that people give their efforts, some are their bests to prevent flood, fire, robbery but when it come to a war, do we spent sufficient effort to prevent that from happening? I am not sure. The clear thing for certain is that the truth always take its own side, most of the time it depends on what channel you tuned in. If it is so, what else that we can put to measure a misery? Is it tears or is it blood that shedding to the ground? Or maybe we can put it both. Imagine If our heart was a hotel, where will we accommodate the empathy for the victims; is it at the parking area or is it at the lobby, or is it at standard room, or is it at the deluxe room or is it at pent house level. The choice is absolutely ours but make sure after we made it please go to the mirror to see what kind of people we are.

New Chapter

Shadows scatter around me, blurring the circumference
Obscure vision dried up and vanished by a beam of enlightenment
Pilgrimage to the land of genuine love must be dispatched
Heritage of of the sacred heart must be conserved

Immense grace of life illuminate out of its core
Evolve in every phase of time
Virtue of hope sparkling above the horizon
Aligned in array at the deep of the soul
Magnify in every revolving scenes

An accolade of endlessly endeavor toward perfection
Navigate to the nebula of faith at the end of the path

My whole world

Soft breeze kisses every piece of your hair
Gently hug every curves of you
Suddenly I have drawned in a jealousy

The light
bursting out of your eyes to the very center of my soul
Uplifted every burden inside
Removing pains

Found you as oasis in bare dessert under burning sun light
Posting a dream in my mind every day
Taking me to the ocean of your love
Turn my life into its perfect state

Acrophobia

It always feels good to enjoy spicy and delicious food at nice restaurant situated at 45th level, the scenery out of the window is amazing and it will be romantic at nite when car lamps down there glowing like moving candles. With soft music played live you will wish to stay there till the end with your loved ones but if she/he is afraid of height you will never have this romance. Is it bad to be afraid to fall? When it is happened to common people like us, the answer is "no" and it just disturbed your convenience. But if fear to fall is happened to the people who has control of power in his hand, we will see a situation that not just inconvenience but can lead to violence and create a bitter story of humanity. This kind of people should read a book about gravity. It is no disputes that every things below the sky will fall for sure. So falling is a natural issue. The important matter is to avoid to be being hurt when it happened. Imagine If while at the top this people could bring other people's consciences to his level so it can be heard clearly, I think he can hope that other people will embrace him when the time is come to leave the chair. Hence instead of experiencing fear of fall he will dilute with them .Such ending may be more convenience.

Intersection

The traffic were crawling slowly, people were honking their horn in case there were unexpected approched from other driver. In this event if you can see smile out of their face you can proclaim your self been blessed and if there is no single curse out of your mouth you can proclaim your self a nice person. Toward intersection its getting densed but still moved inch by inch. I saw 4 traffic policemen were working hard to make the traffic flow ahead. They arrange the traffic move interchangably among different courses in a fair way. We can't drive fast but we were satisfied because they put us at the same level of treatment so eventhough the traffic light were off every one were able to go forward in a good manner. You can imagine if the light were off and the traffic police do not work properly what kind of mess we have to face every day. You can witness it also in daily life where in the middle of traffic of interests and it happened that the "traffic light" were gone and no fair treatment were applied by the officer you will see soon that we all will be in a great mess.

Man

I was staring at the man stood in front of me, he look back at me curiously. I was guessing what story he went through before this time. He looks strong and confident and his eyes tell me that still there is a dream that fascinated him to pursue. He nodded a bit and sigh. Looked that something is bothering him. I ask to my self what it would be? lack of confidence to back you up? to much hindrance ahead? He look sharply at me. Where you come from? I asked him but this question strike back to me, where I come from? It is not easy to answer. But let me try this, I inherit from my parents and grand parents good characters such as a speaker of truth, a healer,a farmer and a business player. I look straight at him and show him a smile. I can be better than what I am now, I have reasons for that. I am not yet at the best of me. I saw he smile back to me. Shoma va man, we are one. I bent my hands toward, trying to shake his hand but I bump the glass mirror.

Rain

The rain today begin at the first step I made out of home. The traffic worse than usual I can't expect better than that. It is cooler out there, a good point that I can set the air con little bit higher. Not too long I enjoy this cool sensation as a motor cycle cut my course ahead and stopped at the street side.At glance through the mirror I saw he put the rain coat on, he must feel cold out there and thought he couldn't feel as I was here inside, may be he wished to have office near home. We know it is a privilege, only certain people enjoy that luxury. Hope he can see clearly through his helmet visor that he will arrive safely.In his work, could he see his career clearly through his vision? Do that a matter for him? Why I bothered? happines may be only about the way of thinking, instead of worrying his career he enjoy the day as it goes, who knows? May be he see life in a simpler way. No matter the road is ahead, he will arrive at his destination anyway. Could we see that way? Or we make it complicated in a way that keep us in a distance with happines.